one more day

what a week. 3 long tests in 3 days
2 lab sessions in 3 days
8 hours of sleep in 2 days (tuesday & wednesday)

pare/mare, estudyante lang ako.
i can't take too much of this crap..

but you know what.. i've discovered that i'am a morning person.
despite all the 'watever is going to happen later that day' and the
lack of sleep, i wake up filled with energy. i can even joke
and fool around the house even though all are rushing, picking
clothes to wear and remembering the things to bring. i tend to mess
people up in the morning but in good taste because at least i make
them smile.

one more test tomorrow on chem. i have yet to fail anything here.
it might be luck or the questions are that easy or i just study.
whatever the reason of me not failing means that i should do the
same things that i do in the subject, and that is to read over and over again
until i memorize what kind of molecules undergo london dispersion forces
or to find out if molality(m) is only a poor pronunciation of molarity(M).

the only formula i know by heart is for
osmotic pressure. pie=MRT
and i even literally drew a pie and equtae it with a train just
because it is easier memorize. but M is molarity, R is the gas constant
and T is just a letter that i need to know by tomorrow.

after this week,i hope saturday sunday and monday(yehey) will welcome
me with open arms, a bed and a keg of milk. i need to grow ya know.
all this lack of sleep hinders me from being bashful the dawrf into
andre the giant.

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• a lot of people hate living their lives because nothing seems to be going right.and it's hard to motivate yourself if you've been demoralized by all the things that are already around you.
  

totoo nga naman.

mahirap ngumiti kung nakasimangot lahat ng kasama mo.
you don't need to have a great life to assure yourself that life is worth living.

• life is just a box of chocolates... true.. but in our times, its the same damn chocolate, but only a diffrent color. and we're idiots not to know red from blue. when faced with right or wrong, people use reason. and reasoning then becomes logical to a sense that we're suddenly doing the right thing.

we always make mistakes and make reasons to get out of them. we never really admit we're failures even though it is alrady clear that you're a class A dumba**. but don't take it too hard on yourself.

the key to life is to work. to move.

let's look at an example:

dito sa pilipinas, andaming mga political analyst, statisticians, genius, magna cum laude hanggang suma cum laude at kung sino sino pang nagmamagaling dyan. pero tiganan mo naman, walang kaprogreprogresso ang pilipinas. ang problema kasi, puro salita. kulang sa gawa. pera kasi ang nagpapagalaw sa tao ngayon. mababa na ang standard para mamotivate ang mga gago. pero sasabihin ng iba dyan na mahirap na ang buhay, mahirap na kumita ng pera.. bakit ka nga ba nabuhay? para kumita ng pera? napakababa naman ng pangarap mo sa buhay..

ganito na ang buhay ng tao. nagaaral mabuti.. nagttrabaho ng maaga.. lumilipat sa ibang bansa para sa pera.. dahil mahirap na ang buhay natin..

aaminin ko, mahirap nga ang buhay ngayon. pero hindi naman nasusukat sa dami mong A sa card, pera sa bangko o popularidad ang kalidad ng buhay. meron ka na bang ginawa para masabi mo ngang nabuhay ka na.. o hindi mo lang napapansin na patay ka parin hanggang ngayon...

-hala.. you've been cursed

f*ck you!

plus, this letter emitts mystical powers that were imported from the islands of hawaii and the babuyan islands. show this to 10 frogs and they will all turn into humans. or else.. something will happen. i just feel it.

jacks/ seryosong usapin

pare marunong ka ba magjacks?

ha? ako.. oo, matagltagal na rin..

oo nga e. mga bata pa yata tayo noon. pagwalang magawa, jacks agad.

pare, wag naman masyado maingay.. baka may makarinig..

anong masama sa jacks? minsan pa nga pati bata kong kapatid kasama ko e.
wala na kami pinipiling lugar. minsan sa sahig o kaya sa may garden.

pare naman.. cge na nga.. talaga, pati kapatid mo marunong nun?

oo, ako pa nga nagturo nun e.

gago ka talaga.

e mas masya kung may kasama ka kaysa mag isa lang..

pare, ako nga mas gusto ko mag-isa lang e.

talaga.. loaner mo naman.. subukan mo minsan, magjacks ka nang may kasama. hindi pa naman tayo ganun katanda e.. haha

ehehe (tangina 'to, manyak)..

madali lang mag jacks, kailan lang e magaling ang kamay mo sa..

pota.. ayoko na.. pati bata tinuturuan mong mag jackol (masturbate)

ha?!? pare, jackstone 'to.. hindi ata tayo nagkakaintindihan...

talaga? ...

nagjaajckol ka pala.. wahahahaha!!!

oy, wala ako sinabi ha..

sabi mo nga kanina e. db mas gusto mo mag-isa ka lang.. hahaha

hinde, jackstone din ang ibig sabihin ko nun. hehe... ikaw e, labo mo kausap..


kung tanungin kita ng 'sex?'
ano sasabihin mo?

• yes/no

or

• male/female

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to whom it may concern,


don't mind me if i'm quiet at times, mad at the world or super happy.
i really can't tell which is which right now. i don't even know how to
react to things.
but i sure will do my obligations. i just hope that people would show
a little respect on what i do, that's it..

you know, i'll do anything as long as it's worth doing..
i cook at home,and clean the dishes at home because
people there appreciate what i'am actually doing.

i never get mad becuase of none sense..
i get frustrated in knowing that things will get out of hand
and when you realize that your actually wasting your time and energy for the wrong people. you could get mad and angry .. but don't hate me because i'am only doing what is right. if you got pissed off by my actions then you never did get the point. is it that wrong to do the right thing nowadys?

even though i may see a situation wrong and i want to fix it.. i don't care if i'am alone in doing so. i hate people who think their nice just because they "act" nice. being nice is not an act or a profession. people should act who they are and not what the situation dictates them to.

i'am no push over and i don't want to let any people take advantage of me. i want others as well to realize that you are already fighting for survival in this world. why let others slow you down?

i want the people around me to know, especially from saturday that i wasn't angry. and it's also useless to explain to those who have closed their doors to what you want to say.

i was frustrated. and i wanted to show that by being a jerk. i wanted a fight.. but it wouldn't solve anything.. and i remembered not to hate so as my judgement won't be ruined.

there are also people who might get the message wrong.. but i want you to realize that you don't deserve to work for people who could already help themselves.

we're not kids who needs special treatment just because the sun might hurt our skin..

sino ka para magpaimportante?

as of now.. i'm not angry anymore and since yesterday, i had a reason to smile..

it's because my family gives me the reason to.. i consider these group of people my family now.

there are hardworkers in this family but there are those who remain undecided on either to do something or just wait for something to happen.

i could stand up for myself because i know that i'm doing nothing wrong. i made a mistake in how to express it, but the fact of the matter is i that i don't need cool people, i don't need rich people, i don't need pretty/handsome people around me (i'm just making a point, don't take it too literal).. i need people who know theirselves and are willing to be that person inside. i have already showed you who i'am.. may it's time for me to know who you really are.. if that is not a big of a deal to you..

kung galit na kayo sa akin, ok lang..
sana lang e napaisip din kayo at nalaman nyo kung
gaano ka pangit ang ugali ng isang taong walng pakisama gaya ng ginawa ko.
diba ang pangit kung ayaw mong uminom ng sofdrinks tapos lahat sila umiinom?
diba parang hindi ko binigyan ng importansya ang pagalala na bigyan ako ng sofdrinks dahil sa init ng araw.
hindi rin ba nakakainis yung ayaw magsalita at lumalyo sa lahat ng tao?

nadaanan ko na lahat yan at alam ko ang pakiramdam ng inaabuso ng tao lalo na ang iyong kabaitan. naalala nyo ba nung mga grade6 hanggang mga first two years ko sa high school na mejo mataba pa ako at sobra sa bait na totoy na totoy pa.. isipin nyo kung anong mga hirap ang pinagdaanan ko noon? pero nung nag gym ako at naking sa mga payo ng tatay ko sa buhay buhay, natuto ako tumayo sa sarili kong mga paa at hindi natakot kahit na may mga kamao mang papalapit sa akin.
kung alam nyo lang na madalas ako tuksuhin noon at ibully dahil sa panlabas na kaanyuan ko, maiintindihan nyo rin sana kung bakit minsan ayaw ko ng may pinapahirapan. kung bakit mahilig ako kumausap sa mga taong tahimik at yung mukhang nawawala na sa mundo. lalo na yung mga nasa tabi lang. alam ko kasi ang pakiramdam ng hindi pinapansin at binabalewala lang. alam ko kung ang tao ay nahihiya lang at hindi makalapit at maipagusap sa iba. nadaan ko na lahat yan.
swerte nga kayo ngayon at makapal na ang mukha ko.. hahaha.

kaya sa mga blockmates ko, dba ako yung una nakakilala kay nestor..
kasi kinausap ko siya at pinakita na wala siyang dapat ikatakot sa atin.ngayon, hindi na siya ganoon ka tahimik at sarado. alam ko na lahat yan.. at marami pa kayong hindi alam tungkol sa akin. siguro kung magulang ko kayo, malalaman nyo na mahirap pala maging ako. lalo na at wala akong kapatid.

hello

i feel weird
..

the books that i actually am reading is the alchemist.
my mom said it's a good read.. so who better to take advice from but your parents

and the other book is a purpose driven life. i actually have some objectins with regarding some of the author's ideas and only a christian will appreciate the book. sorry to the people from the other religions.

and i watched the movies

• if only
• hitch
• a lot like love

this bothers me a lot.
because i never liked these kind of movies.. mali rephrarse
because i am not a fan of these kind of movies (much better),
i'am surprised to actually watch 3 in only 2 days.

ang mga pinapanood kong mga sine e yung tipong

• eurotrip
• harold and kumar:go to white castle
• malibu's most wanted
• the new guy

to name a few..

wala lang... wala lang talaga..

tots.. este, thoughts pala

bio-
he returned 2 quizzes today..
nung una masya pa ako..
"uu panis, perpek ako.. yesss.. yeah!!!!!!!!!!!1 olrayt.."
pero nung nakita ko yung 2nd quiz..
"shet...."
lab-
"pare, kaya 'tong lab ezm na 'to.. pwede na yan.."
after question number 3
"tanginaaaa.. ayoko na.. pucha bagsak na ako neto"
after focusing the microscope
"ano ba yan... minus ten agad.."
after knowing that lab exams are 60% of our lab grade
"...."

math-
ok lang. at least boarder line grade ko...
babawi ako.. pero galing ni ma'am, super bait.

chem lab-
lagi nalang ako nahuhuli sa paggawa ng mga experiments.
"ma'am teka, matatapos na ako.."

es stat-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

chem lec-
"ma'am, how do you get the freezing point and boiling point constant?"
"given na sya."
--oo nga pala, kaya constant ang tawag sa kanila..
sorry na, 830am class yun, hindi pa nawawarm-up utak ko.

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seryoso naman:

kanina nakasama ko yung ilan sa mga high school classmeyts ko.
nagulat nga ako e, bigla ko nalang sila nakita sa may gate namin..
tapos sabi ko, "walang pagkain dito, hahaha. tangina nyo, dinalaw nyo pa ako dito.."
kaya sabi nila labas nalang kami, dus sa robinson metro east. pumayag naman ako. edi nagpaalam ako kay erpat, tapos pinaalala niya sa akin yung movie coupon niya. nakalagay-

free movie ticket when:

• you buy a ticket
• you buy snacks for a minimum of 50php.

ok naman, kinuha ko nalamg yung isnack kasi. 90 pesos yung movie ticket. edi dun na ako sa 50 pesos snack, libre sine pa.
pinanood namin 'if only'... balikan ko ito mamaya
tapos pumunta kami sa UP kasi dun nagaaral yung isa kong klasmeyt. pinakain din kami ng isaw. ayaw ko sana kaso na peer pressure ako, edi sige na nga. minsan lang naman.
buti pumayag yung isa kong klasmeyt na idaan uli ako sa amin. taga marikina lang naman siya e.

balik dun sa sine..

nung umaga kasi, nasa library ako.. wala ako magawa. nakinig nalang ako ng music. tapos biglang may nakita akong babae, maganda. umupo malapit sa akin.
tapos napaisip ako.. at bigalang kumuha ng papel at ballpen..hindi naman siya ang tinutukoy ko, pero it triggered something in my mind that was actually quite.. weird.

she wears the same damn clothes each day,
the ones where my head turns and wants to have a second look.
she sprays the same cologne/perfumre each day,
the ones that makes the flowers bloom.
she wears the same smile each day,
the ones that make my heart melt and make me feel that
there is something missing in my life...

oh cupid, how could i be so stupid.
you have already struck me with hundreds of your arrows
but i made a big mistake in removing each arrow every time.
don't get me wrong cupid.. your arrows hit the spot, that's for sure..
but i never gave any importance to each of your arrows
that are now breaking my heart.
and now i'am begging for you to shoot me with your arrows because i already miss her each day. don't let the flowers wither away and die

why should i like girls who i have no chance of knowing?
how fucking stupid could i get...
and now, i feel that i'am lost in this world.
where should i go to find the one that is right for me?
in what secluded island or underwater sanctuary is the one waiting for me?
will i ever know who that one is? or i may
be only dreaming to actually have that one?
i keep on asking these questions, fuck that,
i want answers. i need the answers badly.

here i'am at the mercy of your magical arrows.
stab me with one and may blood rush to my head
while the ecstacy of love sinks in.




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i know i love her... but i don't know how to love her.
-if only

(say awwwww right now.)

i guess, we only have a few chances in life.
better to just fail now than fail later.



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additonal..
i figured out that
the pen is my friend but the paper is my enemy..
in a sense, the paper becomes a limiting factor
no matter what style, shape or color.. words are still words..
so plain and so simple.

that's why it's not that easy to write isn't it?

writing is for the people who can't express themselves verbally (like me)

we like to hide behind te paper

and yet, our words cover more than what should be covered..

writing is a tough craft.. you are ruled by the paper, and some
may say that the pen is an extension of the human being..

i say that it's just a pen.
and i hate to manipulate everyone with words.

self

i wish i was still a kid..
good times.
where it's alright to be dumb and sucking your thumb is just a phase.

being a kid was great. i don't know how to react when i see
a woman's breast.. well, i'll just say yum, but it's all about
the milk.

when i was kid, i could do anything that i want.
because that's what being a kid is all about.

it is when he discover things around him.. it is when
his surroundings discover him as well.

and now, growing up.. i'm trying to discover who i'am

as i grow older and my skin saggs down, wrinkles all around my body
and i forget many things...

all i could say is that '..you know, in my days things were.....'

i guess that's why old people keep on telling how great their life was before,
even though we don't care at all and their stories are uninteresting and
boring..

we always tell them how life back then was different from now, and
what's the big deal with the past..

we really wouldn't understand them until we reach their age..

old people already discovered themselves
but their surroundings keep on second guessing why old guys could
never keep up with the times.

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saan daw takot ang cow?
SAAN?!?
edi sa MOO MOO!!!
(applause)


*something to reflect about:
1. paano kaya umiihi sila batman, spiderman ,superman at kung sino sino pa kung nakacostume na sila? may diaper kaya sa loob? o di naman kaya umiihi muna sila bago isuot ang mga costume?
2. ano kaya ang nasaloob ng trashcan ni oscar the grouch? may bahay kaya sa ilalim noon? o puppet lang siya at wala naman talagang buhay si gago?
3. bakit nakakakin ng mga kasangkapan sa bahay si cookie monster
e cookie lang dapat ang kinakain niya?
4. kung linggo ngayon, sabado ba kahapon? o pwede ko ba sabihin na linggo ngayon, tapos isang linggo na kahapon..
5. tingin ka sa taas.. ano nakikita mo? kasi kung kristiano ka raw, heaven ang makikita mo.. bawal sumagot ang mga adik.
6. para sa mga adik.. penge naman.. text nyo ako.
hehe. joke lang
*isulat sa isang size one na papel ang inyong mga sagot
due on tuesday next week, 430pm

ang pinakawalangkwentang entry sa buong.... metro manila

hallidei - bakasyon
epol - mansanas
iskul - paaralan

noong nanood ako ng tv kanina, sabi sa news na hindi muna sisibakin ni gloria si sec.raul gonzales. bakit hindi nalang niya sinabi na 'hindi ipagbibitiw sa pwesto' kaysa sa 'sisibakin'? puro nalang ba sibakan ang alam natin gawin dito? meron iba gusto sibakin si gloria.. yuck.. ewwwwww.. ayaw ko siya sibakin dahil wala naman ibang pwede pumalit na sangaayunan ng lahat.. o, kala mo kung ano 'no? palibhasa, ibang sibakan ang alam mo. haha

hallywin - halloween
tsip - chief
speysip - space ship
ostronot - astronaut

she dihd naht steal the presidency naht WANNNNS bat TWAYYYYSSS!

oo nga naman.

pag sumakay ng jeep, bawal na dapat sumabit.
hinuhuli din ang mga kotseng walang plaka at yung may 'not registered'

ang call boy daw, masisikip ang damit, minsan naka leather pants at nakagel ang buhok.

ang call girl naman, tinatawagan lang. marami sa classified ads. legal pa!

suwhere - sewer
pipol - people

pag binasa mo ito, gusto ko mag comment ka, kahit hindi kita kilala..
kasi meron ka naman sasabihin talaga e, hiya ka lang. don't shy..
sabihin mo kung gaano kawalang kwenta ang sinulat kong ito. tenks.

untitled

it's eight o'clock.. for once you are on time.
you look good.. wearing your best clothes and your hair is fixed nicely.
this is your night. you have that big grin on your face and you feel
that nothing could ruin your day.
but then you realized that you've been waiting...
waiting.....
waiting....
waiting...
waiting..
waiting.
where is she? what could've happened to her?
then you send her a message on your cellphone..
-where r u? are you still going?
-oh, i'm sorry..i thought that we'll be meeting tomorrow. i'm really sorry. tomorrow, i promise. :)
-well ok then. tomorrow it is.
sir, it seems to me that you've been stood up.
nah.. she just forgot, that's all. it's nothing.
ok then, do you still want to eat here?
i think i'll just leave, thanks for asking though.
no problem sir, come back again ok. she'll be here.
thanks..

as you walk out of the establishment, you look up the sky.
it's already ten o'clock. time to go home.
all of a sudden, while crossing the street, a car hit you. it was blue, or was it violet...
then you hear the sirens..

awake at last, you instantly notice that you're in a hospital bed.
you were unconscious for 4 days. and it was hard to remember anything.
a girl walked in..

oh my God.. thank goodness you're awake.
why? what happened?
you were hit by a car when you crossed the street, you were totally drunk during that time.
really? who are you anyways?

she suddenly stopped talking.. then gave you a big hug..
you were surprised but has no memory at all. but you liked the hug as if you have alredy felt it before.
then another guy came in..

are you alright?
yeah, i'm doing better now.
sorry man, i didn't see you. you suddenly walked down the street and you were looking up.
it's ok, at least i'm fine now.

then you see the guy and the girl hold hands and realize that they are in a relationship..

i could see that you make a fine pair.. i wish i had someone to hold right now..

when the guy and the girl heard this from you, there was an akward silence..

what's the matter? you ask them.
nothing.. nothing at all they replied..

i only remember that i was waiting for someone but i think that she did not show up.. good thing i forgot what happened, hahaha.

the guy and the girl break their hold of hands and the guy walked out first..

get well soon said the guy. then out he went.

the girl stayed..

what are you still doing here you ask.

well, i just wanted to say i'm sorry that you forgot anything about the past..
it isn't worth remembering anyway. but i promise to meet you tomorrow....

hold on a second.. promise to meet you tomorrow.. i think i remeber that exact same phrase from before.

there was a look of fear in the face of the girl..

do you know me?

no she said, but i was in the car of my boyfriend when we bumped into you..

that figures.. all she had for me were promises and i could only see the truth in your eyes.. go with him. i'll be ok here. i remember.. it's ok, don't cry. if you really love him, it's ok with me. but i hope that you wouldn't like me again becuase of what happened. i hope that you liked me for what i've done. and as long as you're happy with him..

there you are in the ward.. all alone surrounded with white. and you are happy that you still loved her til the very end.

no to resign

i just want to say how sorry i feel for all those who go to rallies..

look... if you see a fire, what will you do?
naturally, if the fire could be contained, you use all means to put out the fire.
but then, there are some idiots who, instead of putting the fire out,
make the fire worse. it's better to leave the fire burn itself out and die a natural death than to put it out with gasoline.
unfortunately, this is also happening in the philippines. people make the issue worse than actually finding a solution. i don't like our current president, but it doesn't mean that I want her to step down. who in the hell would replace her anyway?!? why don't they just work hard or study their lessons, than waste their time rallying in the streets for a lost cause. calling them idiots would be harsh, so i'll just call them confused. they really don't know what to do because they hate GMA so much and when she steps down, they don't care what will happen next. when you make plans, there is always a plan B and an optional plan C. but as far as i see it, they only have a crapy plan A and their plan B is utter chaos. i just can't stand seeing people calling for GMA to resign and rally down the streets as if they are making the filipino proud. to ask for GMA to resign is my plan C. but who cares.. who the hell cares anyway.

5days

sunday

i guess life is just not smiling at me like it used to be.
maybe i have done something wrong, or maybe my dreams
compensate the disasters to reality.
i try to escape life by being somebody else.
everyday, i see the same faces, the same tress, the same flowers, and the same people.. why should tomorrow be any diffrent from today?
why can it be sunday everyday.
everyday, i wonder, why life stares at me this way.
why should the stars lose their luster, just because the sun is up?
i cannot follow you from monday through saturday.
only in sunday do the stars shine, and are calmy rested above the sea of heaven.
every sunday, i pray that you remember me in your nightmares, in the hard times and in the lonely nights every sunday.
God created light on this day.. and you shine bright in the sea of darkness.
my dreams begin on sunday.. and when i wake up, it is only then that my nightmares begin.

happenings

i can't believe that i'm already 19.
i mean, i don't think that i act like my age.
wala naman ako party, basta salu-salo lang kasama yung pamilya
tapos bati sa text, sabay mga apir ng mga kapitbahay, ayos na yon.
nakakagago nga yung cake na binili ng mga magulang ko,
parang may mga fruits pa sa gilid, ewan ko nga ba, basta malabo yung cake.
tapos sabi ng tatay ko kung gusto ko uminom.. sabi ko wag na, softdrinks nalang, hehe. tapos binigyan ako ng pera, ok lang yun, kaso mas gusto ko yung gift na hindi pera. pera kasi, hindi na pinagiisipan, binibigay lang. kapag gift, dun mo malalaman kung kilala ka nung nag-bigay sayo o hinde. tsaka marami na ako pera e.. hehe, joke lang. bigay sa akin ng parents ko damit, shirt and pants. tapos puro pera na.

naka tsamba pa ako na pumasa sa chem quiz, haha. saya ko nun, swerte talaga.

tapos kanina, kasama ko yung mga blockmate ko sa es, kumain kami sa labas. tapos nung umalis na sila, magcocommute lang daw si niko. sasabay sana ako kay benet kaso hindi ganoon alam ni niko yung lugar kaya sinamahan ko nalang siya. malapit naman na kasi bahay ko doon at alam ko yung lugar. una bumili siya ng simcard na globe. tapos umihi kami. dun sa may urinal at hindi sa bowl. sabi ko kasi kay niko, pag pumasok siya sa isang cubicle, pwede siya pasukan ng ibang tao at baka maholdap sa loob. kaya dun kami sa may labas. kaso nung umiihi ako, sinisilipan ako nung mama sa left. naiilang pa ako nun. gusto ko na sanang ihian yung mama, kaso bad yun e. kaya pinabayaan ko nalang, silipin na niya kung gusto niya, hehe. tapos nauna na pala si niko. tinanong ko kung ba't ambilis niya. yun pala, may sumisilip din sa kanya. haha. manyak talaga ibang tao, pero wala ako pakialam sa kanila. mejo pangit ata tong pinagsususulat ko. babawi nalang ako next time.. hehe

i hope i had a chance
i prayed to have a chance
but seeing you happy gave me
the chance to see you smile once more.
and all the chances i have in the world is nothing
compared to gaining this opportunity to look at that smile that gave me
the reason to smile as well.

today is thursady, 7th day of July

600am...
-pucha alas-sais na, malelate na ako neto.. hassel, bio lab (nilagay ang lab gown sa bag)
-mama, baon ko.. nandyan na pala si JR, cge maliligo na ako.
-anak yung id mo, wag mo kalimutan.. ayusin mo na rin yung pinagtulugan mo
625am
-tara J, kain na tayo.. (kinuha niya yung tubig, ako naman sa kanin)
640am
-tara, ligpit na natin, si mama na raw maghuhugas nito.. ano oras pala uwi mo?
-mga 330 siguro
-ano ba yan, hehe, 430 ako e
700am
-bilisan nyo na dyan, tayo na..
-anak, nakalock na ba mga pinto
-opo
715am
-buti nalang walang trapik, nasa katipunan na tayo
-papa pwede ikot mo nalang kami sa som, dun kami bababa.
-cge kuya mac, hintayin ko mga blockmate ko.
-cge
730am
-ok class our lab for today is about... tangina, apat na oras na impyerno nanaman.
1123am
-may meeting tayo sa c114, wala pala bat cellphone ko.. hintayin nalang natin sya dun
-cge lemarc, baka wala nanaman siya dun.. hay nako.
-nandun yan.. sana..
-o asan na, wala nanaman. ano ba yan lemarc, hindi nalang natutuloy mga meeting natin..
-pahiram nalang ng batterya para matext ko sya..
-wala magkasya, maliit pala yung batterya ko
1130am
-hay nako, wala nanaman si ser, lemarc kasi e..
-teka , titignan ko
1135am
-(lumabas ako ng classroom at nagpatungo sa may bellarmine) hay nako, ser naman...
-buti na lang at nakita ko siya sa may banda shed sa may parking malapit sa xaiver, papunta na rin pala siya sa pagmemetingan namin..
12pm
-yehey, may nalibre
-kwentuhan nalang
130
-es stat na... zzzzzzzzzzz
3pm
-...sa wakas , natapos din
307pm
-math na
-ok class, take out 1/4 sheet of paper
-tangina, ano uli yun earl, left dright plus right dleft.. ah basta.. penge nalang ng papel.
-nagets ko rin naman kahit paano
430pm
-nag yosi si benet, at kasama ko si niko. bawal yosi e.
-may nakita si benet.. hot daw, kaso sablay yung lalake.. inggit si gago, ako rin, hehehe.
-malungkot pala ang buhay namin.
515pm
-personal conversation w/ niko
-lems, basta wag kang magkakamali sa muslim, haha
-san ka niks..
-nasa national kapatid ko.
-cge sama na ako...
520pm
-[sa national]cge lems, una na ako, nandyan na sya.
-cge ingat..
-tumingin ng mga libro
620pm
-uy, paolo.. nandito pala kayo.. uy jerome..
-ano ginagawa nyo dito?
-may sinamahan lang, bibili ng libro
-jerome, sa may angono pala daan mo, cge sbay na tayo umuwi..
-kunin na natin mga bag natin..
-oy, number 143 pala ako.. hahaha. astig
640pm
-[paolo]uy mini stop, kain tayo gusto nyo
-cge, ok lang..
-miss, siopao nga tsaka iced tea..
-ayan, may barya na pauwi..
700pm
-eto jerome, sta lucia, dito na tayo sumakay..
-hassel, traffic..
-oo nga e.
720pm
-cge lemarc, dito na ako
-cge, doon ako sa may foot bridge. bye, ingat.
-cge, salamat.
727pm
-ma, bayad ho..
-walang sukli?
-walang barya e, eto.. [nalugi pa siya, 5 pesos lang nabayad ko]
-[pero nabawi din niya sa ibang nakasakay, walang barya e.. kaya quits lang]
740pm
-ma, dyan nalang ho.. salamat
-tawid na!
750pm
-tangina naman, dami aso sa daan (mga anim, tapos yung dalawa dun, nagmamate..)
-[kaya binagalan ko lakad ko at may nakasabay na dalawang mama] dami aso e, hehe
-[tapos may isang tahol ng tahol, parang kakagat na]
-sabi nung mama, pag kinagat ako nito, yayariin ko 'to e..
-lakad lang..
755pm
-si Jr tita nitz?
-nasa bahay nyo na..
-ano ginagawa?
-ewan..
-manong basing, nasan si J?
-ayan, nagluluto sa likod..
8pm
-uy, kumain na ako.. ano yan.
-corned beef
-linagyan mo ba ng bawang at sibuyas?
-ah...
-o sige.. wag na, ok na yan.
-sabagay, kaming dalawa naman ang kakain..
820pm
-ay sarap..
-bukas aircon
-kain ng nerds..
-ano kaya pwede mapanood..
-hassel naman 'tong oceans eleven, ayaw gumana..
-etong you've got served nalang..
1020pm
-nandito na pala kayo..
-san ka kumain..
-dun lang sa may katipunan
-internet
-blog
1028pm
-di ko pa alam mga gagawin ko e, pero sana ganito rin kalabo...

go gobyerno!

si president, ok sana.
binigyan na nga siya nang chance maging president kasi siya yung legal na pwedeng pumalit noong time ni estrada.
kaso, inabuso niya ang isang bagay na binigay lang sa kanya.
hindi naman yata maganda na ikaw na ang tinulungan, ikaw pa itong nagagalit.
dapat kasi, kung may ginagawa man siyang kalokohan, hindi dapat sosobra o hindi mahahalata.
ayan tuloy.. twing napapanood ko yung edsa2 at sumusumpa na si arroyo bilang presidente. nagsisi pa ako na kinailangan pa ng edsa 2 para lalong sirain ang anyo nang naghihirap na si juan dela cruz.

minsan, iniisip ko na baka mas ok pa na president si estrada. hindi kasi nabigyan ng chance. tanga daw kasi e at magnanakaw pa. sana sa susunod, mas high standard na ang pagkuha ng presidente, hindi na yung can read or write. dapat may doctorate o masters o at least graduate sa college. hindi rin dapat pwede ang mga artista kasi iba ang pulitika, hindi scripted at walang take 2. nakakainis na kasi yung kung sino sinong tambay sa kanto na lang ang nagiging opisyal sa gobyerno, hindi na natin kailanagn ng mga pang display sa senado o sa mababang kapulungan. kailanagn na natin ng mga taong

1. may pinagaralan
2. masipag
3. matapang
4. tapat
5. handang tumulong sa mga ngangailangan.

meron nga dyan, artista na nga, pulitiko pa. hindi ba garapal na masyado yon. sana ibigay na lang niya ang pwesto niya sa handang tumulong at hindi sa gusto lang magpayaman. ang pulitiko kasi, bussiness minded na. praktikal na kung praktikal, pero sarili lamang niya ang iniisip niya. hindi ba dapat para sa bayan at hindi para sa sarili ang pinagtutuunan niya ng pansin? kung isang palayan ang gobyerno, at tayo ang mga magsasaka, masusuka na tayo kasi puro nalang kamote ang naaani natin. maraming salamat po(i have the right of freedom of speech gaddamet!!!).

as i stare the ceiling, and look at my glow in the dark stars.. i close my eyes for tommorow i will watch my life fade under the glow of the stars..

You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

wow, darkside haha..

tonight

I'am bleeding..
I stabbed my heart not only once but twice.
The blood flowed vicously out of my body.
I'm losing my consciousness but I try to keep my eyes open.
I collapse on the ground, beside my pen and paper
and I spilled blood on my final masterpiece.
I will not die before sunset. I'll stay awake.
I remeber when I was a child... I used to go
hiking up the slopes and ride on a sled downhill..
the sun, it is now setting.. how beautiful it is.
God, permit me to enter heaven. The stars, above..
I'am dying but no one noticed how I wanted to reach up
towards the heavens to touch the sky. The stars...
they are so beautiful, but I could never feel them until now.
I could only look at them.. but tonight, my dream will come true.
God, even for just a second, permit me to touch the stars...
I want to feel the stars.. I hear the sirens.. they found me...
Mom and Dad are home.. they are worried. I must go now.....
my... dream.. how beautiful... the stars are at night


-if your my blockmate in Chem(lab) or NSTP
you should know that
1.prelab is due on tuesday and post lab on the usual wednesday
2. we will have a meeting for NSTP and the room I reserved is SOM210
1230pm-130pm.
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