jacks/ seryosong usapin

pare marunong ka ba magjacks?

ha? ako.. oo, matagltagal na rin..

oo nga e. mga bata pa yata tayo noon. pagwalang magawa, jacks agad.

pare, wag naman masyado maingay.. baka may makarinig..

anong masama sa jacks? minsan pa nga pati bata kong kapatid kasama ko e.
wala na kami pinipiling lugar. minsan sa sahig o kaya sa may garden.

pare naman.. cge na nga.. talaga, pati kapatid mo marunong nun?

oo, ako pa nga nagturo nun e.

gago ka talaga.

e mas masya kung may kasama ka kaysa mag isa lang..

pare, ako nga mas gusto ko mag-isa lang e.

talaga.. loaner mo naman.. subukan mo minsan, magjacks ka nang may kasama. hindi pa naman tayo ganun katanda e.. haha

ehehe (tangina 'to, manyak)..

madali lang mag jacks, kailan lang e magaling ang kamay mo sa..

pota.. ayoko na.. pati bata tinuturuan mong mag jackol (masturbate)

ha?!? pare, jackstone 'to.. hindi ata tayo nagkakaintindihan...

talaga? ...

nagjaajckol ka pala.. wahahahaha!!!

oy, wala ako sinabi ha..

sabi mo nga kanina e. db mas gusto mo mag-isa ka lang.. hahaha

hinde, jackstone din ang ibig sabihin ko nun. hehe... ikaw e, labo mo kausap..


kung tanungin kita ng 'sex?'
ano sasabihin mo?

• yes/no

or

• male/female

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to whom it may concern,


don't mind me if i'm quiet at times, mad at the world or super happy.
i really can't tell which is which right now. i don't even know how to
react to things.
but i sure will do my obligations. i just hope that people would show
a little respect on what i do, that's it..

you know, i'll do anything as long as it's worth doing..
i cook at home,and clean the dishes at home because
people there appreciate what i'am actually doing.

i never get mad becuase of none sense..
i get frustrated in knowing that things will get out of hand
and when you realize that your actually wasting your time and energy for the wrong people. you could get mad and angry .. but don't hate me because i'am only doing what is right. if you got pissed off by my actions then you never did get the point. is it that wrong to do the right thing nowadys?

even though i may see a situation wrong and i want to fix it.. i don't care if i'am alone in doing so. i hate people who think their nice just because they "act" nice. being nice is not an act or a profession. people should act who they are and not what the situation dictates them to.

i'am no push over and i don't want to let any people take advantage of me. i want others as well to realize that you are already fighting for survival in this world. why let others slow you down?

i want the people around me to know, especially from saturday that i wasn't angry. and it's also useless to explain to those who have closed their doors to what you want to say.

i was frustrated. and i wanted to show that by being a jerk. i wanted a fight.. but it wouldn't solve anything.. and i remembered not to hate so as my judgement won't be ruined.

there are also people who might get the message wrong.. but i want you to realize that you don't deserve to work for people who could already help themselves.

we're not kids who needs special treatment just because the sun might hurt our skin..

sino ka para magpaimportante?

as of now.. i'm not angry anymore and since yesterday, i had a reason to smile..

it's because my family gives me the reason to.. i consider these group of people my family now.

there are hardworkers in this family but there are those who remain undecided on either to do something or just wait for something to happen.

i could stand up for myself because i know that i'm doing nothing wrong. i made a mistake in how to express it, but the fact of the matter is i that i don't need cool people, i don't need rich people, i don't need pretty/handsome people around me (i'm just making a point, don't take it too literal).. i need people who know theirselves and are willing to be that person inside. i have already showed you who i'am.. may it's time for me to know who you really are.. if that is not a big of a deal to you..

kung galit na kayo sa akin, ok lang..
sana lang e napaisip din kayo at nalaman nyo kung
gaano ka pangit ang ugali ng isang taong walng pakisama gaya ng ginawa ko.
diba ang pangit kung ayaw mong uminom ng sofdrinks tapos lahat sila umiinom?
diba parang hindi ko binigyan ng importansya ang pagalala na bigyan ako ng sofdrinks dahil sa init ng araw.
hindi rin ba nakakainis yung ayaw magsalita at lumalyo sa lahat ng tao?

nadaanan ko na lahat yan at alam ko ang pakiramdam ng inaabuso ng tao lalo na ang iyong kabaitan. naalala nyo ba nung mga grade6 hanggang mga first two years ko sa high school na mejo mataba pa ako at sobra sa bait na totoy na totoy pa.. isipin nyo kung anong mga hirap ang pinagdaanan ko noon? pero nung nag gym ako at naking sa mga payo ng tatay ko sa buhay buhay, natuto ako tumayo sa sarili kong mga paa at hindi natakot kahit na may mga kamao mang papalapit sa akin.
kung alam nyo lang na madalas ako tuksuhin noon at ibully dahil sa panlabas na kaanyuan ko, maiintindihan nyo rin sana kung bakit minsan ayaw ko ng may pinapahirapan. kung bakit mahilig ako kumausap sa mga taong tahimik at yung mukhang nawawala na sa mundo. lalo na yung mga nasa tabi lang. alam ko kasi ang pakiramdam ng hindi pinapansin at binabalewala lang. alam ko kung ang tao ay nahihiya lang at hindi makalapit at maipagusap sa iba. nadaan ko na lahat yan.
swerte nga kayo ngayon at makapal na ang mukha ko.. hahaha.

kaya sa mga blockmates ko, dba ako yung una nakakilala kay nestor..
kasi kinausap ko siya at pinakita na wala siyang dapat ikatakot sa atin.ngayon, hindi na siya ganoon ka tahimik at sarado. alam ko na lahat yan.. at marami pa kayong hindi alam tungkol sa akin. siguro kung magulang ko kayo, malalaman nyo na mahirap pala maging ako. lalo na at wala akong kapatid.