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it's eight o'clock.. for once you are on time.
you look good.. wearing your best clothes and your hair is fixed nicely.
this is your night. you have that big grin on your face and you feel
that nothing could ruin your day.
but then you realized that you've been waiting...
waiting.....
waiting....
waiting...
waiting..
waiting.
where is she? what could've happened to her?
then you send her a message on your cellphone..
-where r u? are you still going?
-oh, i'm sorry..i thought that we'll be meeting tomorrow. i'm really sorry. tomorrow, i promise. :)
-well ok then. tomorrow it is.
sir, it seems to me that you've been stood up.
nah.. she just forgot, that's all. it's nothing.
ok then, do you still want to eat here?
i think i'll just leave, thanks for asking though.
no problem sir, come back again ok. she'll be here.
thanks..

as you walk out of the establishment, you look up the sky.
it's already ten o'clock. time to go home.
all of a sudden, while crossing the street, a car hit you. it was blue, or was it violet...
then you hear the sirens..

awake at last, you instantly notice that you're in a hospital bed.
you were unconscious for 4 days. and it was hard to remember anything.
a girl walked in..

oh my God.. thank goodness you're awake.
why? what happened?
you were hit by a car when you crossed the street, you were totally drunk during that time.
really? who are you anyways?

she suddenly stopped talking.. then gave you a big hug..
you were surprised but has no memory at all. but you liked the hug as if you have alredy felt it before.
then another guy came in..

are you alright?
yeah, i'm doing better now.
sorry man, i didn't see you. you suddenly walked down the street and you were looking up.
it's ok, at least i'm fine now.

then you see the guy and the girl hold hands and realize that they are in a relationship..

i could see that you make a fine pair.. i wish i had someone to hold right now..

when the guy and the girl heard this from you, there was an akward silence..

what's the matter? you ask them.
nothing.. nothing at all they replied..

i only remember that i was waiting for someone but i think that she did not show up.. good thing i forgot what happened, hahaha.

the guy and the girl break their hold of hands and the guy walked out first..

get well soon said the guy. then out he went.

the girl stayed..

what are you still doing here you ask.

well, i just wanted to say i'm sorry that you forgot anything about the past..
it isn't worth remembering anyway. but i promise to meet you tomorrow....

hold on a second.. promise to meet you tomorrow.. i think i remeber that exact same phrase from before.

there was a look of fear in the face of the girl..

do you know me?

no she said, but i was in the car of my boyfriend when we bumped into you..

that figures.. all she had for me were promises and i could only see the truth in your eyes.. go with him. i'll be ok here. i remember.. it's ok, don't cry. if you really love him, it's ok with me. but i hope that you wouldn't like me again becuase of what happened. i hope that you liked me for what i've done. and as long as you're happy with him..

there you are in the ward.. all alone surrounded with white. and you are happy that you still loved her til the very end.