mistake no. 24

im having difficulty with philo

the main reason is that i try to define things in my own way and understand things according
to my own terms

philo is different though..

although it encourages us to form insights and question things, philo is something that is definite.

it won't understand what you think. you need to understand it for yourself. you need to be in agreement with its terms and conditions..

..then you can start to give your own meaning to it.

you can't go questioning something you don't understand. you ask questions because you already know something, you just want to make sure that you're on the right track.

it's kind of a rigorous mental process that needs patience and faith to whatever is presented, no matter how wild, unbelievable and weird it is.

it doesn't mean that i don't like philo. it only means that in order for me to fall in love into the subject, i need to go through courting.

it's not a love at first sight thing.. i need to take it slow.

that is my mistake number 24, in a list of 100.