whew

sometimes i wish to have a single day spent with you. even just brief moments makes all the troubles go away. maybe i'm just so tired right now that i would rather drop everything ang fall towards you. but nevertheless, i'am am also here, just waiting. i never have really caught up with anyone just yet, but it doensn't mean that i stopped trying. i still run towards you, amidst tripping and falling flat on my face. that never stopped me from running, even until i can't run anymore.

i forgot how it feels like. how looking through a person's eyes could make you see things this world wanted us to discover, how beautiful life really is. and then, you are able to smile, just by seeing yourself through this person's eyes. i admit that i couldn't be a prince, a superhero or someone perferct.. all i could be is myself. and i always found you beautiful, even in your own errors and faults. i too have misatkes and who am i to judge others as well.

i really never cared what others think, i did everthing out of my own freewill. to love is to be a complete idiot. to spill wine on your shirt, to stutter in when to talking. because it's never about me, but about you. i don't care if the world doesn't believe in anything i say or laughs in what i do, because i'm not doing this for the world, just for you.