whatta day tu-day

lahat na ng pwede mangyari sa akin nangyari na

• b+ sa chem longtest
• f sa math longtest
• nakagawa ng post lab report
• nagkamali sa data and results dahil mali pala ang sinasabi ng book.
• bonding with 5 blockmates and nestor
• uminom ng beer
• nakalanghap ng second-hand smoke
• may nasabayan pauwi (kay earl)
• dapat susunduin ako sa mall kasi may bibilihin ako
• pinacommute nalang pauwi
• may nangyari na kaguluhan sa isang police outpost.. nagkitingin na rin ako. may bata na nagsnatch sa isang policeman.. nalaslas ang bituka ng bata..
• nahulog id ko sa footbridge.
• naghanap pa sa dilim
• kumain sa jolibee magisa
• may ale sa pila sa jolibee na nangungulit at mabagal daw ang serbisyo
• oo lang ako
• nakauwi sa bahay
• napagalitan ni mommy dahil di siya makatawag sa bahay, nagiinternet kasi ako
• walang cable sa tv
• sabog ang buhay ko
• bukas ulit, haha

basketball

wala naman talaga ako nakitang mali sa pagpapatakbo ng basketball team ng ateneo. kasi pag team, nakasalalay naman lagi sa mga manlalaro ang kalalabasan ng mga laban. hindi naman sa galing ng manlalaro iyan, kundi sa kagustuhang manalo. kadalasan, hindi ko pinapansin kung ateneo o lasalle o kung anong iskwelahan pa ang naglalaro.. basketball lang ang pinapanood ko. pero, dahil atenista ako, gusto ko rin sana manalo ang aking eskwelahan.

noong napanood ko yung huling laban ng ateneo, gusto ko sana manalo ang ateneo. hindi dahil maeeliminate na kasi ang team kundi, matatapos ang season nang hindi man lamang matatalo ang lasalle. sabihin na nating nag-kamental lapse at na pressure ang ibang player.. bakit parang "disappointed" ako. bakit parang walang naacomplish ngayong taon? hindi ba mataas lamang ang tingin natin sa ating manlalaro o mababa lamang ang tingin natin sa iba?

ang basketball ay hindi nakikita sa galing ng manlalaro sa umpisa.. habang may oras pa, hindi pa tapos ang laban. huwag dapat isipin na matatalo na..

nung nagka"streak" si yeo, ano ang nangyari sa ateneo? ayan tuloy, niyabangan tuloy tayo.. syempre marami ang umalma sa mga ikinilos ni yeo.. e ganun talaga yan. may maipagyayabang naman siya e. dapat maglaro lang. subalit sa kasamaang palad.. ayaw na nila maglaro..

di bale. may next year pa naman e.

bakit umuulan?

i wish i was in heaven
for then, i'll be dead..
as i learn to fly
i remember the times
when i used to walk to get to places
and used to talk to get into people's heads...

when i die.. i'll remember how many times i fell down
and how many times i stood up knowing that i'll fall
down once more..

in heaven, i will learn to play the lyre and sing to
God how wonderful life is to make my death even better.

rain will then pour, for once again the heavens have heard
the story of someone whose life was fulfilled and whose
death is his escape from himself

manny is my idol

galing ni manny.. nung una, medyo hindi pa maganda ang laban.. siguro kabado pa siya dahil galing nga sa talo, pero ayos lang. nakita ko na nagsimula na siya lumaban ng mga round 3. tapos noong round six, ala na.. gulpi sarado si velasquez. langya, inulanan ng suntok yung kalaban. at kalaunan ay sumuko din. medyo mayabang yung kalaban ni manny nung umpisa, siguro tactics lang nya yun para ganahan si manny at ilabas ang kakayahan niya. ayan tuloy, gulpi ang naabot niya.

ok na sana e..

• panalo si manny

• may belt na siya at pwede na uli ipalabas ang commercial niya sa darlington socks kung saan ay sinasabi niya na champion siya

• pwede na sila mag-rematch ni morales

• marami manonood ng sine niya

• masaya ang mga pilipino

ngunit..

• pagkatapos ng laban ni manny, bigla namang labas si president at tuwang tuwa.. bakit kaya? kung anu-ano pa ang sinabi e. oo na, president ka na okey. wag mo na gawing issue at baka maala pa ng mga tao.. kinakalimutan na nga e..

• natalo si morales. tangina yan, paano na yung rematch nila. medyo mataas din ang pride nito e, may payabang yabang pa kanina.

• paano na yan? ang labo naman ng nangyari..

*

i wish to go back in time, where
love was more objective than subjective..
the time when love was measured by the number
of errands done..
the time where i could not control love..
i could never control love..
actually.. no one could..
love is the destruction of the society where
we are in a glorified wreck..
a destruction for the better, and love
recreates itself to survive the times.
i may not see the eiffel tower 50 years
from now, nor the statue of liberty
or even myself.. but i'am sure that
love will be there unleashing havoc
along with cupid's army, destroying everything
in its path.
what a person lacks.. love fills
and what love lacks.. the person does the rest.
i feel happy that everytime i look at you,
everytime i see you, everytime i talk to you
i realize that i'am not in love.. i realize
that i lack something in my life.. someone
like you..

..You dare not hope to rival her,
or match the glories of her face;
But that you're humbly sent,
to prove a youth undone by beauty,
and Her Love.

The sickly white in
This pale Rose My Wan and Meager
Looks disclose: But that which shines
so fiercly bright, Whose Head in
painted flames aspires, And blushes so
with Purple Light, It seem to send forth
real Fires, Tell Her, that Rose's ruddy
Fires impart The Flames Her Eyes have
Kindled in my Heart
-John Smith;1713;The Rose

i was never in your league..
and as i stare blankly to the heaven
above.. the stars suddenly disappeared
while the moon remained to comfort heaven's
lonliness and for the earth's necessity of
light. and i feel blue in the darkness
and green with envy to the moon. the moon
who endures while everyone is asleep..
as the sun shines and awaits his subjects,
it is now my time to rest for i have nothing
more to say and do. as the sun shines,
the flowers are at bloom..
while the moon waits until the flowers
will finally grace its presence.

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are you bored? go to the library
and borrow this book

Rouges in Porcelain
compiled by John Austen
PR 1215 A8

the first book that i ever actually liked
from the library.
the book is a love story of/about
Chloe told through diffrent poems.

dreams v.2

in my dreams, i keep on swimming
through the depths of my thoughts and drown through
the abyss of the unchartered regions of my soul.

in my dreams, i see my self crying..
laughing..
and having the time of my life.

my dreams give me a reason to live my
life and gives me reasons on why i'am
in this part of my life.

through the sea of people, i promise
to swim for my life.
i will never drown.
i'll make sure not to drink the water and take a
deep breath before i lay my head to rest tonight.

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when confucius died, one of his teeth came to life
and continued his legacy of giving great advice and
quotes. one of his most famous quotes was inspired
through the death of confucius himself..

toothy says-
life is how you see the world
and death is how the world
will see you.

thank you toothy.. i will not let the tooth fairy take you away..

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lady dreamer, you might be the soundest sleeper..
tonight, sleep tight.. and build your nest upon
my shoulder.

-clockwatching; mr. a-z



-oo nga pala...
toothy said..

"keep toothy happy,
brush your teeth daily."

salamat :) (<-smiley face)

past is past

hey.. i apologize
for forgetting past friends

and i apologize
for not doing anything about it..

its hard to move on life if mistakes
like this doesn't have a solution.

and i feel that everything goes forward.
and i think that i left some things at the back..

hello world, could would you permit my entry..
if yes.. thank you..

if not, may the gates of hell give me
the warmest reception.. hehe ..


they trashed the impeachment complaint.
i feel both bad and good.
good because at least, it was won by the majority.
and
bad because i'll never know what actually
happened.. if she was really guilty or
innocent.

trashing the impeachment complaint was not
a proof of GMA's innocence but the lazziness
of some of the "older" congressmen.
sayang.. pero sa aking opinyon, dahil sa nagyari sa kongresso..
nahahalata kong may kasalanan talaga si GMA.
kaya ping lacson na tayong lahat!

pormula one

it's nice to once again see racing at its best..
and one of the best attractions are the riavalries
that are formed..

before, when i started to watch Michael Schumacher
and see him win 6 straight titles through the years,
he had a rival who goes by the name of Mika Hakkinen,
he is a Finn and is a driver for mclaren-mercedes. these
two had great races and they always need to race the final
gran prix to decide who the real winner was. but a few
years after, hakkinen decided to retire and it was the
start for the regression for mclaren-mercedes. however,
a few years after, another team, led by juan pablo montoya
(a columbian) with ralph schumacher, started to go
head to head with ferrari. they were bmw. during this time,
michael schumacher's co-driver eddie irvine decided to call
it quits and went to another team due to him being unnoticed.
irvine's new team had high expectations but in the end, were
taken back to the scrapyard.. it was the manufacturer's of jaguar-cosworth.

montoya was a great driver but ferrari's dominace was still going on its peak.

then, just recently, two new drivers, kimi raikkonen and fernando alonso, started to make waves to a new generation of racers. micahel shumacher's last championship win was almost beaten by raikkonen just by a few points and it
was the start of the regression of ferrari. raikkonen was then named the heir to michael schumacher and was said to bring back glory to mclared-mercedes.

however, the spaniard, alonso who was racing for the underrated renault had a different thoughts about the future.

this year, with montoya a co-driver for raikkonen for mclaren. their team is once again back in its glory days while ferrari is now back on the drawing board in preparation for next year. reanault's alonso is the leader in the driver's championship and renault leads in the constructors championship.

mclaren-mercedes boasts a powerful engine with unmatched straight line speeds. while renault, the slower car, is very stable and better in handling. the rivalry of renault and mclaren are similar to the ferrari-mclaren rivalry with hakkinen and schumacher.

hakkinen had the qucker car and schumacher had the better car in terms of handling.

raikkonen, in my view is a heir for hakkinen and alonso for schumacher, it's only my opinion.

and after several years of schumacher dominating race after race.. it's nice to once again see rivalries and races that are led just be the seconds.

although i feel bad that michael schumacher is not winning, he already earned the right to be called one of the best.. and alonso and raikkonen are now following hakkinen, montoya and schumacher's footsteps to be called one of the best formula 1 drivers in the world.

stare

girl: hey, what's the matter? i've noticed that you've been starring at me for the past 5 minutes.
boy: yeah.. and so?
girl: and so?!? don't you know that it's bad to stare? huh.. dont you?
boy: i know
girl: what wre you doing then?
boy: i'm not ignoring you..
girl: ...
boy: you see, i could stare at you all the day without a purpose.. like admiration. but for me, it's more than that.. i just can't ignore your presence. i just can't help it.
girl: oh.. is that so?
boy: yeah.. i guess..
girl: well, what a nice misunderstanding.. ok then.. i guess i'll be seeing you. the guy who stares..
boy: nope.. i'm the guy who can't ignore you..
girl: smiles then walks away..

pilot

You are the pilot.


Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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good morning

broken lines of this lonely


hearted person

life begins.

hatred.

anger.

lust.

love lust.

i fail to begin.

and it never ends

never ends.

...

the words are hard to find
but easy to say.

it is hard to talk
when words go hide in the woods.