june 9-what a day

the angels roam around the skies tonight.
and angels mess with my dreams.
because I never have nightmares.
I only have dreams about you..

I love to sleep at night, and never wake up.
I sleep at noon and in the afternoon.
and i let the angels do the rest.

but there was a point in time where I just need to
wake up. and then the angels started to wonder.

why? why end your dreams? don't you want to see her anymore?

its like i'm dead. and how pathetic am I to just sleep
and do nothing more. what do dreams do for me, and even to her.
its like waiting, but subtly, iam rotting in my dreams.
and you angels are doing most of the damage. its quite funny
that angels know how to tempt people and seemingly make it
a good thing.

only in dreams could you be with her, don't you know that?

i'am well aware of that. but i can't live in my dreams forever.
and who said that love leads to a relationship? i don't
need a lover, i need a friend, as of now. because i could
never love a stranger, but it is possible to love a friend.

suit yourelf, no more dreams for you.

its fine with me. i'd rather live in a nightmare with that person
than escape my fears through dreams by myself.